I don’t know anything, except to accept the love of Almighty God! In his great wisdom, he allowed me life, then he took great care in preserving that life, cause I know that I didn’t see the value of it as he did! Tears of joy come fast and deep when I look back on the hell I called home. He never pushed me away as I have done to him,  How glad I am, that he is not like me, but the other way around, I want his ways. I like to think a lot and have quiet times. In his quiet times, though I hear him loud and clear. When I think to, solve a problem, I realize that he is waiting for me to catch up. I cant see the inside as he can, so I can only see the shell of the problem, I know plenty of big and fancy words, but who can describe him, His ways speak an altogether different language than what we know. Once upon a time we did too, We were fools, and we lost out, still playing catch up. I look towards heaven as if I could see its pearly gates and its supreme home owner, I keep it as a dream and a goal, yeah that’s where I’m going, I going to get a personal showing of the house and the grounds, meet all his great help. I hope to be part of that crew myself. I want to meet all my sisters and brothers that I never met, and the ones that left while I was here. Heyyyy Linty and Linda, what you been doing? Watching out for my spot I hope! Oh how I want to write this, It is in hope that I pour out my heart, words that touch and inspire, cause they push me higher. I want to pick up the slack, No Saint left behind! That’s our creed, Pray ye one for another. That’s the word! Let me come closer Oh Lord, to pass my test and overcome the rest, Praising you with every step, and every dance. Cause you know the ways of your people, how can we fail you, you justify our existence and you have lit the way. I see the light and I am locked in, like a moth to the flame. The flame of Jesus and the fame of Love.