faith that I run from for many years
induced by a man who claimed to be of god,,
for reasons of death bringing upon to everything,,,,
horror that comes when I tried to awaken from
nightmares come in memories of it all,,
"the reason this happened is you stopped attending,,""

the reason that comes to the thought of bleeding,,,
his prayers were what became of my hours of demise,,
that comes even in the mind of the hours of the fall,,,,
time that comes in the reflecting hours of flood,
where I lay within the snow filling of my own blood,,,,
"the reason you bleed is that you stopped going to church,,,"

where it seems that all who is going to heaven,
only to find out that in their nightmares, waking in hell,,,
hell comes within the hours of unwaking repetition,,,
awaken me from this death and nightmare, a demise,,,
blood on the "youth pastors" hands, never to wash off,,,
that though the blade was not in his hands, guilty as the ones
who where holding the blade that slashed human flesh,,

on their knees they beg to heaven to go to hell,
because something in God's eyes that pissed him off,,,
follower of the Christ, until their day of demise,,
waking to see the nightmares within the shadow's flames,,,,
in the loss of blood, and falling of the mental health..
death falls among them in the form of their infinite madness,,,,

the birth within their sins -- they are welcomed in,,,
death within their lust the shadows turn to dust,,,
because between heaven and hell, both are repetition,,,,
division of nightmares of forsaken memories, loss of blood,
attempted murder on the "youth pastors" hands, not ever to wash
that comes in his judgement, comes the nightmares without end,,,
nor his prayers would ever be answered, to hell he would be sent,,
no matter from the lake of fire which greets him in the end,,,

fate comes and waits again, greeting from the eternities of pain,,,
blasphemy in his eyes when blood is turning from one's flesh,,
death in nightmares become of the man to be claimed of God,
in truth carries the number of the beast on his right hand in blood,,,
"this happened because of the reason of you not attending,,,"
I come to see this, nightmares dwell of my hourly sleep,,,,
waiting in hell with the flames becomes a youth pastor's hypocrisy,,,,