Just another day without you.  When I wake up in the morning, I don't even get out of bed.  I lay there for a long time just thinking about what I did wrong and what I could have done differently.  I could have changed your mind.  I know it.  If only I tried a little harder or had been a little nicer...I don't know.  

      I feel broken and weak.  I feel worthless and low.  You left me and I can't get you back.  I miss you.  You said you loved me and only me.  You lied!  You said I could trust you.  You said I was safe with you and that you'd never hurt me.  Those were all lies.  You led me to believe that I could be with you and you would take care of me.  

      I hate you.  I hate you.  I hate you.  Why did you do this to me? I would have given anything to make you happy.  I can love you.  What's worng with me?  I'm not good enough?  She's better than me?  What does she have that I don't?  I deserve to be happy with you.  Why don't you want me?  Am I a bad person?  Am I ugly?  Not good enough?  Too nice?  Too caring?  Not caring enough? 

      Wait a minute.  Hold up.  Maybe it's not me.  I am not the problem.  There isn't anything wrong with me.