The story of my quest to destroy and decimate all Christian's and anyone who would dare challenge the idea of Darwin's Theory of Evolution.
There is no proof good enough for those who disbelieve the reality of higher entity that set the stage for all of our existence, because they have no faith that that entity exists. Without that faith, the entity will not be pleased, and therefore contact is limited, because of the contactees resistance to acknowledge that creative power, not because of the contactors inability or willingness to do so. The entity does not need us to acknowledge its existence to exist, but for our benefit gives us the chance to discover and seek it out, through nature and through logical, statistics, mathematics, etc.
The reality however of the existence of anything including the entity to which I refer, is only certain and absolute when it becomes personal, just like we know love and hate inside ourselves exist, that is how we know God exists, by personal knowledge that cannot be replaced by anything else.
I too was mocker and full of arrogance and attacked and ridiculed those who tried to get me to see the light.
I did not know for sure, but having read a bit of the Bible over the years, I prayed that sinner's prayer, not knowing the outcome would be instant tears and feeling like the weight of the world was lifted from my shoulders. I had no idea that would happen. I walked home feeling not my feet touch the ground, and told my mother I got “saved.”
She said, “How do you know? They always tell you that!”
That put immediate doubt in my mind as I did not have an answer, except my personal experience. I went off on a two year journey to try and prove or disprove scientifically the facts of God’s reality.
I became exactly like those on this website that attack, mock and ridicule anybody who challenged me on the idea of there not being a personal entity who created our reality and laid the foundations of the world.
This went on with me happily decimating any who came my way, and shaking many peoples faith along the way. I felt great!
That is why I can relate to the attitude of mockery and persistent belligerence that is directed at those who differ in opinion here about ID or anything related to something that cannot be tested in the laboratory, even though the theories they accept to be true are still not repeatable and testable in the lab. The statistical odds are crazily against a random course of events leading up to today and this story on the internet. The odds are simply not there to support them.
Getting back to my story, as I said I was JUST LIKE THEM, disbelieving and mocking, so one day in my dorm room at the U. of Maryland, I said God if you are there prove it to me, and prayed in the name of what I called
Yaweh, for that is how it appeared it might be pronounced. Suddenly, I felt a bolt of electricity go through my body and nearly knock me over in response to that prayer. I was in astonishment and began to question my own denial of the reality of the God that created the universe we live in today.
I went from a scathing mocker, full of arrogance, and hateful to anyone who challenged me, to having a personal knowledge of God that I could not deny. It was not the last time and I have been convinced of the reality, by all the evidence of creation, science, mathematics, statistics and an overwhelming personal knowledge of the creator himself in my life that I CANNOT deny.
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Reviewed by katie peterson
12/23/2010
Rockie, you so hit home for me with: "The reality however of the existence of anything including the entity to which I refer, is only certain and absolute when it becomes personal, just like we know love and hate inside ourselves exist, that is how we know God exists, by personal knowledge that cannot be replaced by anything else."
Mine also, was experiential at age 3 and has continued through-out life to where I've yet to doubt. How can I???
I may not have scripture memorized (ADHD) but when the student is ready, the teacher arrives. In tears as I write - so many awesome experiences.
You are the 1st as a Christian to write that I've read, responding to the question not by Bible verses, but experience.
Thank you, and may rich blessings follow you!
kashzka
Reviewed by Vid Guez
9/4/2010
WOW! I came to your site not knowing what to expect, then, BAM! There it is! An ubiquitous brother! Not knowingly searching for a like-minded soul... I came to your "sight" not knowing what to "accept", then, BAM!
I was at church one day and a jolt went through my feet and out of my head. After that I spoke in tongues. I don't know how to speak in tongues so what happened? Something happened because my life changed after that. I believe because I know God is with me! We don't have to go to church to have him with us, he just has to be in our hearts! I believe he is with you because you had the same experience that I had. You are blessed! Thank you so much! Love, and peace to you always!! ~ Chessly
People have different opinions about religion, it has been like that ever since time began. My personal experience is that if you believe there is a God, God will exist for you. If you don't believe then nothin other people say would affect you anyway. I am believer because I have personal seen miracles happened to myself and to my loved ones; and it always make me feel good to know that God is on my side and watching over me. It depends on how you receive the blessing from God. If you are a non-beiever, you won't be able to receive the blessing.
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