Weds., October 4, 2006, 10:16 a.m., D.S.T.~
Dear Rebekkah Rachel~
I knew something bad was up when I saw Ronee' and mommy crying; that is all they have been doing the past few days, and it has really scared me.
I don't know why there are so many mean-spirited, evil people around: why would they want to hurt anyone, let alone, an innocent child who didn't even do anything? Like those Amish girls that were shot at that school in Pennsylvania the other day, or now with Daniella being kidnapped. That is terrible! I bet you must be going crazy with worry!
Ever since I first heard about this, I haven't been able to eat, and I have been very nauseated. It is everything I can do to keep from throwing up, and right now I am so shaky I can hardly stand it! I have been having more spells with my breathing acting up, and it is starting to scare me!
Because of the nausea, I am home from school, where grandpa is trying to take care of me. He says if I don't feel any better by tomorrow he is going to suggest to mommy and daddy to take me to the doctor's office, to see if they can do anything to calm my shattered nerves.
Mommy had that stomach virus that was going around, but surprise, nobody else got it. At first, I thought I was coming down with it, but I haven't had the runs, just the throw ups (and that is plenty bad enough!). Just say a prayer for me, that I get through this!
Have you found out anything about Daniella--who took her, where she is, if she is safe and sound? If you found out anything, please don't hesitate to let me know. In the meantime, I will storm the gates of Heaven with my prayers and pray for a big-time miracle for your family!
Well, Rebekkah, please keep in touch regarding this situation involving your family. Good or bad, I would like to know something! I am going to lie down now; grandpa just gave me a Dilaudid, and I am starting to feel its effects. Guess I will lie down for a while and hope I can rest; it's been a rough few days for me and the family!
God bless and know you are ever in my thoughts!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your boyfriend, Johnny. :( >tears!<
