A mother should not have to lose her children. A child is a gift of life. It is said that each day with a child should be unwrapped like a precious gift.
It is very hard for me, knowing Judy is no longer here. I miss calling her, miss hearing her laughter on the phone each day.
My first thought after Judy died was to get a heart shaped locket to wear close to my heart with pictures of Judy in it. I have two photos in the locket, one of Judy at three years old and the other a month before she died.
I have been spending time at my daughter's house, helping with the children and doing household chores. I feel her there in spirit. Everything around the house reflectsJudy's touch and I see her in her daughter, Alyssa's eyes. Sometimes I just sit and cry. I wish I could be stronger, but I miss her so very much.
She was the sunshine of my life................
