I don't expect it to change really.

  I recently went for another procedure with a new doctor at a different facility. So far I am getting virtually the same Quasi-treatment I have described all through my book. It's as difficult to describe as it is to determine which direction the results and treatment will take - then I'll have to wait a few more weeks before I can come to any conclusion. 

  I call it Quasi-treatment only because initially the treatment process has a forward leaning momentum, temporarily anyway, yet still has the smell of  being jerked around like so many times before. 

  You can't always tell right away if it is a legitimate lean to the good, or if someone involved at the moment just has a car payment to make. After all these years, you would think I would have it down to a science by now.

   THEN - Just about the time you give up on trusting the community, you meet someone that is professional, truly seems to care and knows what they are doing.  All of a sudden - " I'm getting too old for this crap...." doesn't apply so heavily anymore.

  How old is too old these days???