i didn't know what happen after that I just got drunk and never went back to that circus as far as working was concern but I still like a good show so I would go back too watch and I did, still seeing myself dead on that bathroom floor still puzzled and confused me  .

I decided to go home , call a friend,Rick Hampton a police detective and told him what happened .The police always dealt with the usual crack pots about esp, deja-vu and the like and Rick told me mine sounded geniune and he would help me .

The first thing was to go back to the circus and show him where I then saw it happened and we did and walking he was holding a candy apple and he kept biting on it  while walking around .I watched him and asked him how he could eat working like this .He only told me it helped make him think better if he ate while working .

' Nothing unusual here,' he told me,' How do you feel.? ' he asked .

Suddenly as I turn it happened again ,deja-vu , and this time I didn't just see myself I saw another body laying next too mine and I then  suddenly felt uneasy it was the body of my ex-wife .But I'd had not seen her since our divorce five years ago .God I miss her so much .

I fainted .

to be continued...................................................