I stood up after my brother left as indeed my mother was killed but why did it depend on my brother too find me something more was wrong in fact why didn't my best friend or ex-wife tell me I had to know so over the year I cooperated with the hospital took my pills and such and no more deja-vu occurred .

Rick would still be a police officer now Captain my ex-wife remarried so I was free too do what I want  investigate how my mother died . But what I still founf out I could not believe .

Still she was my mother and suddenly knowing what I did I was not at all surprise but shock was more the term so too put finality on my life I had found her tomb and said my goodbye but still I was wondering why I had kept going back and forth,the deja-vu but in time and  I forgot about it . But it still was a mystery to me .

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