Spock looked up from his console as Kirk approached him shaking his head , he knew Spock was hurting still, how couldn't anyone losing their entire world but he still stayed with the Enterprise he had no where else to go .How do I talk to him now I'm sure he didn't like me or still doesn't . ' Spock ? ' I asked him as he'd stood at the science console he doesn't even acknowlegded my presence ,then slightly he'd look at me only he raised an eyebrow and answered .

' All sensors negative no indications of an alien ships or intruders along the Neutral Zone,except for our own of course .' How do I ask him how he felt,he would tell me Vulcans don't feel but I'd knew better then that .I myself lost a father . I didn't want to be a starship Captain I was challenge to it .If I had my way I be back on Earth .

Turning away from him I'd moved back toward the Captain's chair and sat down in it .This was five days now after we encountered Neo .It was not going to be easy for any of us to forget that .

' Damn you father ,' I cursed under my breath and Spock looked too at me as if he actually heard me .I only did one thing I raised an eyebrow and looked both at Sulu and Chekov .

' Continue on course .'

to be continued .............................