Mother what had happened to you what made you
be so hostile and hurt me last time yet I did not do
nothing to you . You are my mother .

We went home and suddenly you were tired but I
had to decide what to do next . Mother why now ?

Sitting next to our fireplace we had I sip the coffee
I made and sat there thinking about my next move or
what I should do about my mother . We been through
to much together to just put her in a home or just then
a retirement home . Besides mother was eighty two .

It doesn't seem she would have much longer anyways
with life expectancy  of a hundred now ,Mother was in
fact always there for me so I thought I owe it to her to
give her the benefit of the doubt why she attacked me .

She had to be asleep after our ordeal together it was
now ten at night ,and there was a cold chill outside in
fact it was only forty eight degrees outside .I went too
the upstairs by way of an elevator we had installed for
mother to get around easier too .

Riding in the elevator suddenly something happened it
stopped,that never happened before I press buttons but
it wouldn't move ,what had happened now ?

to be continued .