Laurie look up from her baby brother too her mother and then ask why she wasn't breathing any more,her mother had had a hard time explaining to her daughter that her little brother did not survive giving birth to him, she was feeling bad as it was to and the doctors sadeted her . Laurie  and her father stayed with her mother as long as possible then they had too leave,it was in fact found that her mother abuse her own body to by drinking to much and to smoking . The baby could not cope with all that. She never told anyone how she felt but Laurie had hated her mother for the death of her brother and she never got to know . Laurie then fell from grace with God but one night as she discover she was feeling the worse she could she started doing all the bad things her mother did but as she layed somewhere she did not know where she was a light came down on her and an image of Jesus appeared, he too  spoke onto Laurie,' You'd should forgive your mother might have been her fault for the things that she did not your brother death, death is tragic indeed especially to those of a child that never having grown or that of a baby , but you must believe there was a reason, return to your home and have faith my child .' And the light was gone . Laurie then return home began praying she forgave her mother and thought without her she would never be here either and she then pray for her little brother too who was in heaven . God Bless You .