The baby cried again this time louder,what was I going to do? Every night that damn husband leaves me home to baby sit while he goes out after he gets home from work. Can't take it.' I get up move around the house by then the baby should stop crying .

Six o'clock where's that damn husband of mine.
 

Nine I guess theres only one way too stop a baby from crying I started up the stairs quietly without thinking or stopping and there it was the baby's room it was laying in the crib crying louder as I got closer I almost thought of rocking it to sleep but I was to tired from listening to her cry my darling daughter forgive me for I have sin.
 

I moved then closer to the crib and reached for a pillow my thoughts will be of you my darling daughter for I have sin, for some instinct reason I fluffed it I turned too see if anyone was around I did not know why or thinking that son of a bitch was going too be home,then looking at her I held the pillow and suddenly I placed it over her, I held it over her until she couldn't breathe any more,then I drop the pillow as I heard footsteps I turned,it was my son and my husband looking at me ,I wanted too run but what would be the point .I was exhausted didn't care what happened too me.
 

I then got life in prison but that was a small price to pay for the loss of my own daughter. She was never coming back. And I ruined my life .parents that don't know how to raise children, shouldn't. raising children needs time energy and most of all patiemce love and understanding .