Pain then too he then knew could be just what you think it was,pain that too had could be hard sometimes or if you let it then too it could overtake you,Benjamin focussed his thoughts on other things contrary to the pain he was then too going through right now . But then sometimes even pain can't be ignored or avoided you have to live with it. Pain it was going through his body . 

Benjamin was then too a soldier first but still he was kust a man,just as though he might act tough or strong in front of others he had to he was a soldier he'd trained to be one all his life too. Benjamin the soldier first,father and husband second,but he knew he had to go through the pain no matter what these son of bitches did too him . 
 

' That was only one finger sir Benjamin,' he called him,' My men know a lot more torture then you think ,' he smiled and laughed .Benjamin just shook his head and watched his finger fall to the floor next too him . Benjamin was doing recon when he was captured in an already bombed out city name Islac and he and his men were ambushed by the other side and some were killed while two or three were captured and tortured like himself ,

Now it seemed they were only interested in torturing him nothing more but even though he lost a finger he had to survive no matter what the cost that's what being a soldier was. And yet his duty called for him to go through hell if he had too and he stared at the man that just cut his finger off,did not say nothing at first then taking a deep breath .
 

Around him he smelled the death around him and he saw them there the images of the dead that they killed ,the dead that had lived here in fact before ,and Benjamin had seen the dead ,he saw them,and it had looked like he was going too be one too even,and there was no one to help him at all. No one at all he thought . 

' I'm ready too die,' he finally said,' Are you ? ' To a soldier,any soldier in fact dying or death itself was the ultimate sacrifice and anyone willing too sacrifice themselves for the country they lived in was a real hero. To die saving a life of a stranger was the greatest cause for anyone or any soldier at all. end .