' Mom why you leaving us ? was then the  hardest question any parent would answer their child, I  wasn't leaving in the sense of going on vacation or getting a divorce,that would be easy to explain to a five year old,all she knew was the word leaving so that was as any answer I would give her.

' God needs me then  in Heaven sweetheart, I'm needed to help him there my work here is done,you got daddy and your brothers to help you,' she looked at me and started crying my husband tried to comfort her,how do you tell your children your dying let alone anyone for that matter .And yet I had too.She then held my hand ,saying a prayer I cried just looking at everyone but not saying anything,my time was almost there,my children were crying my husband was staying strong and supportive of the children .
 

Months then toopassed by and my children grew into fine adults,my husband was  a little older,but it seemed my five year older daughter did the best out of all of them, she became a writer telling everyone of her experience with cancer which I died from .She was well known and gave speeches too. ' But then the  one thing my mother taught me even in death there is hope,pray to God and he'll see you through anything even death ,Then he will guide you through then  life and death, never give up hope ,never stop trying or believing if I ever gave up my mom would be disappointed in me,have faith .' And my daughter did .