As I then kept digging there was
something I felt I never did before,
 

Fear,excitement and anticipation
but fear was the one that I never
felt before except once .
 

When I was being picked on in
school I did not know who to turn
too for help I finally decided to turn
to myself,they say the best strength
you could ever received was one you
get from yourself,inner strength,just
believe in yourself .
 

Knowing I was doing what I was doing
taking something apart like this vine it
made me feel strong and my self-doubt
left me ,I thought I could take on anything .
 

I kept digging it made me better then who
I was ,my inner strength growing as I took
the Earth apart around me .The vine had to
end sooner or later . 
 

I dug and kept digging this was some vine
but still I was determine .There had too be
an end somewhere to it .My determination
would be my downfall. 
 

to be continued