God had touched a woman's heart and told her to write the story of her life. Not wanting to re-live her past again, fought with God about writing it. But God had spoke to her again and told her "Write this book and you will be healed of many afflictions in your life, and you will touch many hearts for me, to those who read it. After that , she wrote from her heart, until every demon was recognized and delt with according to God's word. Patricia 's heartaches and struggles began at the early age of 8 years old, and now at 47, she has found her joy, hope and a love inside her she had never felt before. For 33 years she had night terrors, waking up screaming and in fear. Dealing with the haunting of a severe car crash that left her best friend decapitated. Upon the accident, and severe major depression, borderline sczesophrenia, anxiety attacks, the loss of two children, the rape, the robberies and two divorces, and many other tradgedies in her life, she found herself praying for death to find her. Until one day she felt the touch of God. My story explains after a person has hit rock bottom there is no where left to go but up. Her son's love and God's mercy brought her back to life again.