It's hard to fully describe all my experiences in love but words are the closest things next to memories that help me relive single time I fell in Love. This is a little excerpt from my book that I love to call Too Deep!
Too Deep
I know you’re reading what I just wrote
Calling it deep and beautiful!
But you don’t know what you’re talking about!
Why do you want to use adjectives?
I’ve already used on you.
When are you going to quit reading between the lines and
See I’m drawing 90-degree angles
Falling straight down
Because I’m really digging you!
Wondering when you’re going to notice that
I don’t want to you to be a simple hoe
But I need you to be my shovel, dig me back!
Dig up my long lost self up from this cold ground below
But you were right about saying that’s deep!
Because that’s just how deep I am!
Buried alive six feet under your footsteps
So you’re going to have to sweat
To pull back the covers of my grave.
Right now I don’t mind being tucked in
With you being on top
Because all I have to do is stick my hand out the dirt
For you to start digging me.
I can feel your pulse through the wet soil with every step
With every throw of dirt into the air
Sticking to your sweat making you black and beautiful!
With each toss I see splinters getting caught in your hands.
I know you’re working so hard to bring me back to you
But I also see you’re breathing hard on top of me now.
I can tell you that aren’t quite ready for this yet
So we have to stop I understand love takes time.
I knew resurrecting my mind body and soul
Wouldn’t be easy!
I wish I could have told you that deep
Was just a Honda prelude to us being deeper
In one Accord!
I hope you know that this is just the beginning
And I hope you don’t stop digging me!
I hope you don’t quit sweating me and wondering
Who this is beneath you.
I hope you will understand that this pain
These blood spots in your hands are the puddles of my heart’s love leaking out how you really feel about me
And it’s okay if you don’t want to go that deep
Because my head and heart don’t have to be above
Ground for me to love you!
All I wish for you to do for me is to quit breathing hard now.
Take time to catch your breath
So you can call me by my real name not Chris,
But Lazarus!
I can hardly wait until the day comes when our love grows deeper for you to find me beneath you again
But for now deep is good enough for me
If it only means you just bringing up my fingers,
Just holding my hand.
