Category: Relationships Publisher: After the Storm Publishing
ISBN-10: 1545157863
Type: Fiction
Pages: 240
Copyright: March 26, 2013
ISBN-13: 9781545157862
Price: $9.99 (eBook)
Growing up is a unique experience for all of us. How we learn to love is determined by how we are loved.
Because you are silent does not mean the world does not hear you screaming. “Charge of an Angel” the first book of the “Love and Redemption Series” is about getting to understand God, love, sex and spirituality. Children grow up eventually and we they pack their clothes to leave home; the world has no clue what they are carrying in their suitcases. Am I gay? Am I a freak or simply a nymphomaniac? How could this be? I love God!
“My body was betraying me in the worst way.
“Oh, God, help me! I face you now in my naked and weakened state and beg you to save me.” I prayed silently.”
Excerpt
“I heard y’all out there! I know what special means. You had sex didn’t you?” Sarah demanded.
“Girl, what is wrong with you? You shouldn’t have been trying to listen to us in the first place. And what does special have to do with sex anyway?”
“My daddy told me I was his special little girl, that’s why my mamma hates me. It is sex, Leona!” Sarah said with a slur in her voice.
“You’ve been drinking, Sarah! Look at you!” I yelled.
I couldn’t figure out how she got drunk. I looked around the room and found an open bottle of wine, and then I saw some boy’s tennis shoes halfway under the bed. Now I could hear whistling in the bathroom. It was Darnell. He had come over right after Tony and I left.
“Leona, I didn’t expect you back this soon. It usually takes Tony all night with the chicks. You must have held on to your Eve power,” he said.
Horrified by what I was seeing, I could only stare at Darnell in his bikini underwear.
“Oh, no, Sarah, you just tell me you didn’t do anything, and we can put this behind us.”
Sarah put on her sad puppy dog expression and said, “What did you expect? You left me all by myself, Leona. Darnell came by to see if I changed my mind. Well, I didn’t, so he stayed with me.”
I was about to start cussing both of them out when Sarah started laughing and yelled, “Gotcha! You thought I did it, didn’t you! Ha! Ha!” she laughed.
“Where is Monique?” I asked, angry and suspicious now.
“She’s staying all night at the camp,” Sarah answered.
“Hey, Darnell, you got to go. My daddy is right next door,” I said.
Darnell put his clothes on in front of us, and as he took a long swig of wine, he wiped his mouth and started laughing.
“Cool, I’m ready to go anyway. Sarah is a trip. All she did was worry about you like you were her girlfriend or something.”
A book-length psychodynamic study of pathological narcissism, relationships
with abusive narcissists, and the Narcissistic Personality Disorder, using a new vocabulary.
