Now that I have taken a chance at letting my heart go do I get scared of course.
Since no one likes having a broken heart and this was something that I lived with most of my life.
However being alone can also make a heart hurt and sure I am never really alone with four children and now two special granddaughters as they fill each day with such joy.
Although recently I opened my heart back up to an old flame that was always near but not inside my heart, since time ago he had broken my heart and of course I was far from perfect after living with abuse half my life I did not know how to react and turned around hurting him as well.
However, he always seemed to stick around, as many days became torn down he tried hard at not letting go.
Until he did finally walk away and gave up on having his heart torn apart by actually me.
I was hurt so much before that as the real thing came along it became me destroying it and yes he ended up hurting me to in the long run.
I have come to write many articles on my site of heartache and since love has been in the air for me once again after so long it is nice to write about such heartfelt feelings.
Furthermore, to no longer be a doom of gloom .However do I get scared most defiantly as the bubble had always seem to burst for me and seemed that nothing good ever lasted.
Although a part of me might be scared the other half truly knows that I have come to need him so and have fallen completely in love with him once again and actually more than eleven years ago and yes that’s what scares me the most .
Since it seems once you truly let your heart go with the flow the tears begin to roll.
Nevertheless, I enjoy writing this new romantic theme as I have truly enjoyed reading all the great Romance Poems ,Articles and Stories at AD and however it turns out it has been a nice change for me.
Furthermore, I must stay positive and realize that just maybe for once my dreams of finding that hero have finally come true and I will no longer be blue or a fool as he sincerely said, I do love you!
Laura, You have to stay positive and when you least expect that Prince he will show and the timing will be right!! Remember everything happens for a reason. Always keep your heart open even when it has been broken! Sending love your way my friend. :)
Furthermore, I must stay positive and realize that just maybe for once my dreams of finding that hero have finally come true and I will no longer be blue or a fool as he sincerely said, I do love you!
I do wish all good things for you, Laura Lee. I can understand the apprehension too. Love and best wishes,
Oh Laura, so very glad to see you engaging in your life again. Congradulations. Its so hard to make that first step. I aplaud you for your open heart and a great article by the way. Love Karen
If you don't let go and try, you'll never know. I sense a lot of your pain in what you write and so wish you good luck with this, as it has been for eleven years, I cannot say your new love, but however it may be,I do wish you the best of luck and happiness now.
Mark
I do wish all good things for you, Laura Lee. I can understand the apprehension too. Love and best wishes,
Regis
Mark