I know where I am going I may be a mother, sister, neice, cousin and also a friend but today, I went to church and learned that I have SINNED. The only way for me to be FREE is I have to ask GOD to forgive this of me. I wll not be someone that I am not. I may not have like some but I am blessed with what I have got. I asked GOD to give me SERENITY and that his MERCY be with me. For I AM A SINNER, that I do admit. Yet, JESUES DIED for MY SINS so I can live on for ETERNITY. So think you have the world bc you have those materialistic things. I know where I am going when it's time and what that means. I have been married to my wonderful husband since 1995. We have two wonderful children. My son is a sophomore this year and my daughter is a freshman. I have been writing poems on and off since 1988. Mostof what I have written is about things that have happened to me. Yet, I also have written some items in HONOR of people because I was asked to do this. I wrote these items without even really knowing the person it was about. But I was told that I honored them in the most unique way.I had one peom that was publisehed in a poetry book back in 1989. Besides this, all of my works have been unpublished up until now. I cannot wait for others to read what I have written and let me know how they feel about it.One day my daughter asked me why I hadn't published any of my works. I told her that I was going to wait and leave it for them."When I die, you & YOUR BROTHER can be millionare's...All you have to do is gather them up and get them publised."  "No, MOMMA" she replied. "WE WANT TO SHARE IT WITH YOU NOW, NOT AFTER YOU DIE." here are a few that I would love to leave with you Here's a GLIMPSE  into my HANDY DANDY BUTTERFLY NOTEBOOK............if you are wanting to take a better look http://aseedofmemories.blogspot.com/2012/11/seed-armorcoat-of-many-colors.html (Lebe das Leben in vollen Zügen-Live life to the fullest)....... The LORD is MY FAMILIES ARMOR, and OUR HERO.WE carry HIS LOVE, GRACE and SHIELD  and HIS MERCY,  WE DO SHOW.OUR SHEILD HE designed to cover OUR HEARTS.To let US know thou HE's not here WE are NEVER APART.Across the SHIELD, to cover our bossoms and our chests,Is OUR MOTO: "LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST".It is written in GERMAN because that's where part of OUR FAMILY started.Though many didn't have this shield to PROTECT them, they ended up broken-hearted.Across OUR HEART is OUR very own SIGN.The ZODIAC symbol ARIES-THE RAM, I gladly call MINE.Beaneath that is a CANDLE  for LIFE and an APPLE for PEACE.The LIGHT to GUIDE OUR WAY and the APPLE FOOD to EAT.A LOVING HEART is along the right hand sideFor WE are to LOVE INTENSELY and not hideBeneath that is a symbol of FAITH that CANNOT be LOSTFor GOD GRANTED MY FAMILY the GRACE to wear HIS CROSSTHE LORD IS OUR FATHER, OUR ARMOR AND OUR HERO.WE GRATEFULLY WEAR HIS LOVE, GRACE AND SHIELD WHEREVER WE MAY GO. TO MY CHILDREN, SCHOOL IS ALWAYS TOUGHER THAN IT MAY SEEM BUT IT IS THERE TO TEACH YOU HOW TO BUILD YOUR DREAMS. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND PRAY THAT GOD BLESSES YOU IN ALL THAT LIFE THROWS YOUR WAY. JUST HOLD YOUR HEAD HELD HI FOR TANTON IS YOUR NAME. ALWAYS REMEMBER: GOD DOESN’T GIVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE AND EACH HOUR OF EVERY DAY IS JUST A STEPPING STONE. ME, DADDY, AND YOUR SIBLING HAVE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR YOU AND WITH THAT AND GOD’S GUIDANCE, FRIENDS MAY COME AND GO BUT YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. NEVER LET YOUR HEART GIVE YOU ANY DOUBTS ABOUT MY LOVE, FOR YOU ARE WHAT I BREATHE AND LIFE FOR. I AM SO VERY PROUD OF THE ANGELS GOD SENT JUST FOR ME I COULD NOT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE. I made aquaintances when I was in school and I grew up to learn that the majority were unkind and just plain fools. The ones that were meant to be TRUE FRIENDS of mine, have always been their for me I have learned in time. I remembering growing up and being a kid for I have learned from what’s been done. So I am writing asking YOU, MY GOD, TO BLESS AND PROTECT MY DAUGHTER AND MY SON. My chidren are an extention of ME, MYSELF and I and the values I was taught will LIVE ON after I have died. I know that they will turn out just fine because they are SPECIAL, THEY ARE JUST MINE.IF MY CHILD IS EVER RUDE, UGLY OR JUST UNKIND, THAT IS NOT EXCEPTABLE TO ME. I WAS TAUGHT TO RESPECT THOSE THAT RESPECT YOU and That is how they will be.To those who have ever been to my child as mentioned that my child should never do, You ought to be ASHAMED b/c that’s not what GOD expects from you.To those who have embraced MY CHILDREN with KIND HEARTS and OPEN SOULS I truelly believe that God will BLESS YOU in your life and all of your goals.  There are two types of people in this world.   1.) THE KIND WHO ARE HAPPY WITH WHO THEY ARE, HAPPY   WITH WHAT THEY HAVE AND WHERE THEY ARE GOING. and then you have   2.) THE KIND WHO ARE SO UNHAPPY IN THEIR OWN LIVES THAT  UNLESS THEY CAN MAKE OTHER MISERABLE IN THEIR  LIVES, THEY GOT   TO MAKE SOMETHING UP OR COME UP WITH SOMETHING TO DO TO   SOMEONE.  I AM BLESSED TO BE #1 WITH YOU. I will keep ALL  in my prayers and I LOVE YOU ALL,  for always  UP UNTIL THE VERY END THAT WE SHOULD EVER PART WAYS.