Oh god,
Do you ever get that feeling,
when everythings slipping?
slipping... just out of reach...
and you can't quite get
to where you want to be?

I feel like that,
I think I may have lost it...
I just blacked out,
like, my whole head just went,
and emptied out for a second,
it was very strange.

Then,
all of a sudden,
I was staring at the ceiling,
and then I realised,
that I'd fallen over...
hands over my face
I'm going insane.

I'm only fifteen!
I can't go insane!!!
Insanity is for others,
who have seen the world,
and seen global pain,
and have something to
drive them to madness...

I'm trying to explain,
how at this youthful part of my life,
I seem to have missed out,
on things I've never had
the chance to have anyway...
please don't call me mad...
call me confused...
that must be what I am.
A confused adolescent?

maybe...
or maybe I'm just leapfrogging
middle age,
going straight to that time,
when I talk about
'back in the good old days'?
I'll work it out another time...

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*Hm, not quite sure what I was thinking about specifically here. *

( I drew that picture myself y'know- it was less squashed originally though...)