I question my existence
Why am I here
I feel like I’m living in a fog
Nothing is real
I’m not real
I only know I’m alive
If I pinch my finger
And pain is felt
I want to smile
But I still feel dead
It isn’t fair
I should feel alive
For someday I won’t be
It matters not….
Nothing I can do will wake me up
I am not sad
I am not happy
I feel nothing
When you feel the need to drift from existence
Stay where you are
For I wanted to find out the secret my mind knew
But it would not tell me
It shut me out
So much that I am partially dead
Someday my youth will be gone
Don’t let me die yet
I’m reaching my arm out to you
Grab it
Don’t let go
Let your warmth reach me
Resurrect me if you can
I don’t just dare you
I entreat you