As You Say You Think You're In Pain, There's, Your's Is Just Beginning... (poem) by - - - - - -

As You Say You Think You're In Pain, There's, Your's Is Just Beginning...
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Spirit-uality,Similar-ality,Final-ality--Well Here's (YOUR) Actual-ality In Your Face! YOUR LIFE'S HANGING BY A THREAD,BUT- NOTHING WILL OPEN YOUR EYES BETTER THAN YOU GET PUNCHED IN YOUR FACE,i.e. Until It HITS YOU_ RIGHT IN YOUR WALLET-$ Bank Account $... [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

_10-27-04 (REVISED) MOMMA: SHE TOLD YOU (ME) THERE'D BE DAYS LIKE THIS, BUT,I,TRASK KNOW YOU DIDN'T LISTEN... [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] IF:You Think You Lost It All(?)Let's Put A $PRICE$ On It- Material,Similar,Foot In Your Butt Girfriend,Death Family,It_ BE: A Friend An Acquiantance, Dog,Cat_ WHATEVER!Me,TRASK I Never HadNo Not Even $1 MILLION BUCK$,Lucky If I Made An Even $35,000(AT)Worken Overtime In ONE YEAR- AM:I Zealous-Jealous Of Any Of You! HELL NO I Wouldn'tEven Go There!Do I FeelWell Sorry For Any YOU Who LOST Those $BIG_ MILLION$-YOU DESERVE EXACTLYWHAT YOU GOT Baby And EVEN MORE -I CANNOT FEEL OUGHT SORRY FOR MYSELF! When You CHOOSE GREED_ Over NEED, When You Walk That PLANK,Live For $MONEYS MILLION$ In BANK, It's SHIV, YOU Just STABBED YOURSELF IN BACK-ASS_ MILLIONS: Think They Made A Success By Being $GREEDY WEALTHY$ When All They,Vie MADE IS JUST $ALOT OF MONEY$!You GRIEVE_ HEY:I DO NOT EVEN BELIEVE IN YOU,Life Or Even (God),i.e. I Just ACCEPT FACT For HE (God) DOES EXIST! As Form Energy In_ WHICH:You All IGNORANT HUMANITY LIVES An BREATHS His AIR, EATS His FOOD,RAPES An MOLESTS,MAIMS,KILLS All Of HIS(God)'s_ GRIEVING, SUFFERING LITTLE CHILDREN_ PEOPLE: Who Have $Millions In Bank$ Are NOT INTELLIGENT,Most NO EDUCATION By Far Never Made It Past 3rd GRADE MENTALITY_ [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] OLD SAYING WAS - IS TO THIS VERY DAY: IT IS NOT WHAT YOU KNOW IT IS NOT WHO YOU DO KNOW IT IS WHO YOU (GET ON KNEES) DO BLOW_ [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] _EVERYTHING IS TRULY A SACRIFICE: YOU:Truly Have To Lose To Win,TO COLLECT IN THE END!DEATH IS INEVITABLE,RECOLLECT To You Must ADMIT To DEFEAT Before You_ CAN Ever ADMIT To VICTORY,i.e.SACRIFICE [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] MY HOME:House Was EVERYTHING,I MovedInto It-Moven Back East,Unemployed,Little,Sin If Any Money, Screaming Kid, Idiot Wife_ HER:Girlfriend Useless,IDrove 3000 Miles X-She Almost Drove Us Off Oklahoma,Wow's Turnpike Towen My Corvette,i.e.Ended Up_ SLEEPEN:On Floor 6 Months,Got Editor,Job GetMy Furniture Out Storage,2 Months,Gob Later In Moves Her Parents Who I LeftIn_ PA/PAST: Hopes Haven My Own Family Life, Instantly Divorced- My Son Leaves Strife With Momma, Parents All Move Out-Doubt_ SHE'S:90 Miles Away, Ever 2 Weekend,Try IGo To PU My Kid!To This Day Offends,Vie He Kisses Mommas Ass,He Is Was Still Is_ BECOME WORLDS GREATEST INTELLECTUAL LIAR I:Could Go On & On But, WHY! Who Am I To Deny Any Of You-YOU DO KNOW WHO YOU,TRUE ARE BY FAR,i.e.YOU'RE READING THIS Even_ MY:SOB Lying Son!I Always Told Him This_ "IF YOU ARE NOT THERE WHEN I LEAVE I WILL TRULY LEAVE YOU BEHIND"_ AM:I,TRASK Not Loving Person,Understand- Ing,Nor I Do Not Have To ADMIT To STAND AGREE For ANYTHING But "RIGHT Or WRONG"_ DO NOT LET THAT DOOR HIT YOU IN YOUR ASS ON WAY OUT_ [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] ONLY:Thing Left I Can Truly Tell You Is WORD OF (God),When He Placed Me Here Tis As Child- No Hugs- JUST SAID: BE GOOD_ DO-TELL:I,TRASK Said To Him,He Left True In UFO,i.e. I WILL BE GOOD TO THOSE WHO ARE GOOD TOO ME, TRASK_ _I WILL BE GOOD TO LITTLE CHILDREN_ AFTER: All,Hey,People I Was Little Child I Was All Alone Put In F--ked Up Wild Ignorant Family- Father Who Beat Me_ ALMOST: To Death,Thought My Mean Abusive Mother Had An Affair! People,Conclusive All Holy Hell Years Gone, All Abuse,My_ 2 Face Brothers Sisters To There Graves_ Problems, Losses,Pain,Anguish,Suffering_ I: TRASK DO NOT LOOK BACK- Only To My HOME-HOUSE FRAUDULENTLY FORECLOSED, VIE, YouHumanity Will Lose Your Homes,Losses_ BUSINESSES: Cars,Trucks,Material Thing's Even Family,Lives, Children Which Brings Me Too: Do I Feel Sorry For Any Of You_ _HEY, I CANNOT FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF_ I:Can't Count My True Friends On My Left Hand,I Can't Count Dozens People Left ToGet HELP,They Are Nowhere To Be Found_ IS:THERE MORAL TO THIS STORY-YOU BET IT_ DO NOT LET DOOR HIT YOU IN ASS ON WAYOUT DOUBT ME,TRASK, WHY I SAY, I Do DEVOUT, WHY I DO Have LAST LAUGH ON YOU TOO_ ME,TRASK IN YOUR DOOR (ASS) UGLY FACE ! RETRIBUTION,TRASK c 2004 TRASK [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] I KNOW:$ Millionare$ Who'd Cut Off Their Balls To Own My Corvette,i.e. They Fare Do Have $ PAY FOR IT $- They Could Not_ POSSIBLY KNOW "MEANING OF SACRIFICE"_ WHAT ICREATED: My HOUSE-HOME,CARS,VANS I Did With "Even Less Than $1,000's-They Cannot Even Make It On $1,000,000,000's_ THEY:DO $SPEND$ ON GREED,COKE,DRUGS,SEX, MATERIAL DILDO'S,BOOZE, WINE, WRECKS, JUST IN TEMPT GET THERE SICK KICKS $$$! [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] HOW: You Turn $35,000 Into $1 Million$! ** DOZENS:Of People That I TRASK Helped! [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] FOR: Those ARROGANT Of YOU Who Truly Be Dis-Believe In (God),i.e. That UFO He (God) Left Me As Child Is Merely Only_ DOOR Not To Heaven Or Another World, But A STEP Into His OWN Mind-For In Eyes Cut Of (God) He Is BIGGER- LARGER- GREATER_ Than ANY Thing EXISTS, All ANY Of Be_ Universes,Galaxies Combined-You Humanity Is But a "MERE SPEC Of DUST" In His Eye, And, Whence He(God) Wipes His Hand Away_ YOU HUMANITY WILL NO LONGER EXIST! [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

Reviewed by Phyllis Jean Green

Reviewed on November 13, 2004

Love the unique touches such as $price$, but what comes
through seeringly is the pain you have experienced. If
you are writing from your current perspective, the pain
is still very much with you. Haunting you! This is child abuse's
most formidable legacy. Believe me, I know. But you know
what? The abusers & the $$$-people {often the same, yeah} are
n o t going to win. Won't let 'em, will we?! Right on, Trask.
Right on!

Reviewed by Regis Auffray

Reviewed on October 29, 2004

You paint a powerful picture of the way things really are, TRASK. Thank you. Love and peace. Regis

Reviewed by Kate Burnside

"Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for justice, for they SHALL BE SATISFIED"... maybe not here, not now... but in the eternal future and wider scheme of things. I am so sorry for your pain. But I am sure it has not passed unnoticed and you WILL be comforted. There is a time for the resolution of all things... LOL Kate xx

Reviewed by Linda Hill

Reviewed on October 28, 2004

My dear friend, I am sorry for all you had to suffer growing up in this world of sin and greed and pain. My wish and hope for you is a brighter future. God had to have been with you, dear TRASK..all through your childhood...pulling you through...never leaving your side. When most kids were playing with marbles you were dodging blows from your parents. So sad, my friend. Hold your head up HIGH for you are SOMEBODY with a great voice...a voice to be heard.

Your true friend, Linda

Reviewed by Tinka Boukes

Something to read more than once to get the true answer to this powerful Piece Trask!!

Don't slam the door....I have a headache.....lol!!

Love Tinka

Reviewed by Vesna Perkovic (Reader)

TWLL IT HOW IT IS ....GOOD ON YA TRASK...YOU'RE A KNIGHT OF JUSTICE..DON'T EVER GIVE UP!!!!!!

Great write! ty TRASK!

Vesna :)

Reviewed by jude forese

Reviewed on October 27, 2004

very painful account of social injustice ...

Reviewed by Karla Dorman, The StormSpinner

(((TRASK)))

too much injustice in this world, and like you, i believe it's only going to get worse...MUCH worse

God help us all.

just know you're not alone--millions upon millions in the same boat, floating on a sea of greed (and look, there's a hole in the bottom of the boat). and not too many life preservers to go around...who to save? the "titanic" all over again, ya know? here--have my life preserver, your message needs to be heard.

you're in my thoughts and prayers--anytime you need to rant, write me, i'll answer!

and i thought i knew pain--GEEZ. (((HUGS)))

love, karla.

POWERFUL write that got me to thinking--thank you, dear (((friend)))