My blood feels as if it is moving
through my body like ocean waves
in a storm pounding the shore

My veins like  violin strings being
strung too tight causing sensation
of vibration ready to implode

coming from within an echo like a drum
with its hum growing stronger, wants to
 burst through the top of my skull

Meanwhile the damaged nerve in my back
sends its screaming message from hip to
thigh around groin down leg to foot

Take two pain pills four times a day
Pain is the only thing they don't take away
,I pray each day,running out of words to say.

There is a limit to what my hands can do
The gout has crippled them severly, praying new meds for heart and gout,will help soon...

etw