~ is where I am ~

I have no one
I am lowly and quite lost
No one here to hold nor kiss
No where ~ is where I am

I search incessantly
Bewildered by my great cost
Where is trusting love I miss
No where ~ is where I am

Desires mixed
A discarded relic lost
Is there no one in this place
No one ~ is what I am

Longing for love intensely
Softened words uttered in times
Hoping for a touch of bliss
But ... no one ~ is what I am

May I dwell contentedly
May I hear bells or chimes
Must I always be amiss
If nowhere ~ is where I am

'tis 'true ~love' alive
Is it faithfully real
Given joy within the norm
If no one ~ is where I am

Dark hours emitting black
All remains hide from me
What is there for me to see
If no one & no where
~ is where I am ~