Final Breath
Will this cadence of a last breath,
The moment to determine
From where one’s final rhythm emanates,
Mirror childhood,
Adolescence,
Even that much dreaded final curtain of maturity?
Will a parade swell and gasp
A Rite of Spring paradox,
Ingest forever,
Becoming the intravenous surge of finality?
Will it have a peccary’s duplicity,
Able to flow with a flowery resonance,
Or the prickly shrill of cacti
Knowing life is but a rabbit in the hat?
Will the baby breath of suckling contentment
Make silent intrusive memories of first-love betrayal,
Or,
Might the crackling rock of roll
Make tamboured expansion of racing energy,
Produce a heave,
A final extolling of breath well spent?
Oh, how tenuous the choosing,
This last moment,
This ultimate attempt…
To realize the final breath.
You're right in your supposition that we have no way of knowing. So why do we spend so much time planning for it? Worrying over it? I'm not at all concerned. For me it will just be, "lights out."
My concern is this side of that barrier. I'm deathly afraid of ending up in the hospital with tubes from a ventilator jammed down my throat as some sort of torture to either prolong my misery or prolong it to the end anyway. Wouldn't it be better to just let the last breath be free?
Ron