Pondering the Door
Everyone has a small room
Tucked away for emergencies.
Most are in the back
Furnished with chair and table.
There is usually a faceless entity
Who unlocks the door
Escorts you in
Then exits
Leaving you there…
Alone.
Some are fortunate
With a thin ray of sunlight
Seeping through a cracked blackened window
One’s communication partner
Each time it slides through to stopover
But falls quiet quickly
As it has other visits to make.
That’s when one realizes
Light serves beyond mere exposure
A double entendre
Of edification and enlightenment
Even…
Giving you permission to
Vacate such self-imposed limitation
Shut the door tightly
Even the option to lock it.
I love being alone. But when the opportunity to come out and greet people comes around, I don't hesitate. No need to be anymore recluse that I already am. I found that apartment living is one of the aloneness places that exist.
Ron