War’s Age of Anxiety
Behind the face of smiles
There are echoes of screams
Tormenting the dreams
Where roads of the vanquished
Seem endless in their winding snarls of hate
I’m fine
You say
But beneath the face of smiles
Lurks the often-silent screams of despair
Awaiting the next missile destined to engorge
The fake smile with more blood of fear
Where happiness passes like water
Through your hands
Trickling into another bunker-buster crater of hell
Oh, how fragile the lie
Millions of people being eaten away with fear
Starvation of the other kind
Where human dignity is ripped away
By shrapnel and flying rock
With no amount of food
Staving off starvation of the heart
For like a rollercoaster hill
One’s clicking up the incline of happiness
Often never finds the peak
The top
The ability
For some
Even the many
To smile honestly
Where happiness passes like water // Through your hands
Trickling into another bunker-buster crater of hell //
Perhaps it is often at year's end that we find how much true happiness has eluded us and, as you say at the end "to smile honestly."