I'm so tired of sitting around
and waiting for life
to jump out and give me
a reason to exist.

I'm so tired of all of you people,
pointing the finger
and telling me what I
should or shouldn't be.

You don't have the right!
Until you have spent a day
looking at things through my eyes,
you can try and work out
your own twisted, screwed up lives,
and stop criticising
the way I choose
to dawdle through mine
in my already exhausted shoes.

I'm so tired of checking my watch
and wondering when love is due
to come and show me
why life is so great.

I'm so tired of waving goodbye,
to each special person
who breaks my heart,
and being expected to move on.

You don't have the right!
So I've made mistakes,
I've been naive,
I've lost my concentration,
and thrown away my dreams,
I've swept away my morals,
for a second's worth of happiness,
but what can you expect from me,
my fragile mind is such a mess.