Life has become stale

Stink began to rise

Finally I realise the worth of time

that I have wasted all my life

Path began to endow

Without strength to follow

Mistakes are clearly visible

With no time to rectify

Discovered true companionship

When they all have left my side

As I have made them feel ignored

With all falsity spread around galore

Numbness of her eyes

I could feel in my heart

Begged for forgiveness with dying eyes

Attempt already seems futile

Journey seems to end

With all earning left around

Gains that pretended to be mine

Smiling now at nobody's side

Empty is my heart’s vault

All because of my own fault

Searching for one divine light

When I had it all my life.

Darkness seems to be absolute

Finally I resign

With no good note to sign

Urging bright light

bless me with power of judgement in the next life...