'I could open to the sky' she said

"have all my cautions fall away

in the wily wind;

give in to impulse drive

and let life fall

all around

and call this Fate.
 

I could simply deny myself

nothing

and accept everything;

be the cork

on the party scene;

some do that.

I could put myself in life's way

and hope that something happens to me;

that's what I think some people do.

I could stay here and stagnate

just to see what will be the end of this

stagnate movie reel.

I could cry just to see how many tears can fall.

I could end up waiting for that bus of life which never comes.

Maybe it won't be this way always. Maybe one day

things will change and landscapes will tilt

and I will come falling out

in a pretty dress

yelling

'I told you so.

I am alive!

Yes, that how it will be.

That's how I want it to be.

That's what it needs to be.

Help me please get on that road.

Just having trouble finding where

is that first step

on the road

where I need to be.

Humm, just thinking about it

is that step.

At least now I feel better

and Time

I feel

is smiling on me

for being smart enough

to begin to

reel in the Real.