Betrayal comes in many forms,
But relies on underlying intimacy
To insure a lethal wound.
It is an emotional ambush,
Carefully designed,
Flawlessly executed,
Producing an evil sound
In the orchestra of life.
"Let's talk about it," she said,
"So I might explain why you are wrong.
You are paranoid, suspicious
And you lack the proper trust.
If only you had more faith in me,
You would understand your flaws."
Then, filled with doubt,
And tangents notwithstanding,
I struggle with myself.
Am I flawed?
Do I lack the proper trust?
Am I paranoid and suspicious?
Perhaps it is me.
The Betrayer
Will wrap themselves in a coat of righteousness,
Impervious to honest eyes
That are searching for a soul.
Instead...
They will describe their soul for you,
And demand that you will see
The spiritual mirage.
And so I am stranded
In the valley of disregard,
Alone,
And I am left to decide
Who brought me to this barren wasteland.
Why does conscience desert me
And tell me that I am wrong,
When evil lies before me and not within?
And then I know...
That betrayal is not a lonely thing,
It has an evil twin.
Betrayal is a conspiracy
With those who would wield the saber;
Darkened assignations,
Construe d in private
By blighted souls.
Consider if you will,
Old Palestine,
Where the blood of innocents was spilled
By a thousand stones,
And jeers,
And a hatred born of lies.
Consider life in Salem,
And screams heard above the flames,
Hatred in the eyes of the accusers,
Tragic death without a crime.
And so we arrive at a point in our lives,
When I know that I've been betrayed.
I hear hushed conversations from afar;
Justifications and rationalizations
From those who have sprung the trap.
Perhaps I am wrong,
And this is all some tragic mistake,
But I reside in the valley of disregard,
And I feel the stones as I am tied to the stake.
You seem to write about someone I know, right to the core. I've looked at Betrayal in the eye and saw his soul was vile, his ways vicious and cunning, and his skill was in diversion. Perfect write!
Cynthia
They will describe their soul for you,
And demand that you will see
The spiritual mirage."
This is so true and so well said. How wonderful to reach so many in a way that empowers them or otherwise brings them comfort. The idea that one is not alone in his/her pain can be comforting - that someone knows, understands, empathizes. You speak eloquently for many.
What a simple and so very powerful phrase. The complexity of emotions that weave their way through this work are extraordinary.
Be well and be safe,
Mark
I found this to be both moving and very soul touching. I have been exactly where your poem has gone, and yes, to all of what you have stated here in this wonderfully visual and poignant poem. You have created a very well written piece of poetry, and I say "Thank You!"
Peace, love, and light,
Amber "V"
Beautifully composed and sensate, alive.
Selene
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