From the book 'Poems in times of grief', written by retired psychiatrst, Dr Audrey Coatesworth
Two brothers grew up
In the same house, together
A bond of love connected them
And withstood all kinds of weather
One day, a genie was brought
In a bottle, to the house
At first it gave no problem
Was as quiet as a mouse
But, one brother, without guile
Opened the bottle, had a drink
What he didn’t realise was
He would soon be on the brink
As the genie had been released
It had an evil power
On those it selected it took effect
Slowly, gradually, hour by hour
Eventually the brother succumbed
And walked a different road
Became a slave to the genie
Though a bad future was foretold
Too late, he could not turn away
The other was distraught
But there was naught that he could do
This dragon could not be fought
The genie had captured another victim
As the brother eventually died
The sadness that he left behind
Could never be denied
His grieving brother did not sleep
Asked ‘what could he have done’
He felt guilt, but against the genie
His power was reduced to none
His anger at his brother was such
He could hardly speak his name
How could he have preferred the genie?
It was such a dreadful shame
But, it wasn’t like that, no not at all
Against the genie, there was no chance
It played a different tune
To which its victims had to dance
Gone was the power of love
Taking with it all the care
And a loving family life
No longer could they share
The path had been chosen
With ignorance of the genie’s power
But, once in thrall, love couldn’t stop
The destruction hour by hour
‘Think not badly of me
Enjoy the lives that you deserve
As I forfeited the rest of mine
I had nothing in reserve
Why? May be your question
It was something I did not know
Another darker side of life
Had to be allowed to show
I would have escaped if I could
The path was dark and drear
So, please, just for me, be happy
Shed not another bitter tear
I know your love was still there
You were hidden from my view
I am free, and have now learned
I am sorry and I still love you’
So the brother who was left
Woke from his sleepless dream
Gradually he understands and accepts
What is and what has been
He will always remember his brother
But now earlier pictures stay
Memories come to him, as if a gift
As he recalls many a happy day
A football game on the sand
The swimming in the sea
Good times cannot be removed
Though new ones can never be
With them, happy memories bring
Feelings, from an inner store
Love can be reconnected
To the face you see no more
As you open up that cupboard
Remembering best days together
That warmth towards the lost one
Will help the grief to weather
Copyright ACoatesworth 2013
See www.poemsforgrief.com