This is an exerpt from my free verse diary, this is when I was experiencing a psychotic disorder this particular poem is placed about a quarter of the way through my diary book.
DETONATION
Times angry
All the time confused
Times loved,
Times abused
Secrets kept hidden from me
My emotions are used
Hearing through the air,
My when what and where
Should I be excited or committed
Infromation locked
Needing to understand
Frustrations,
Reality hidden to me
And hearing lies constantly,
Explosive,
They tamper with my heart
What's right and what to say?
How to behave
And how to be saved
A battle plan
From what direction to fight
Need more information
Need see some light
Can understanding be seen from my sight
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