You know me
I'm the one on the stairs you passed
Going to see her.
The one whose name you want to call out
When making love to another.
The one you pretend who is in your car
Laughing at your jokes.
The one who has known you
Since you were old enough
to imagine me.
I am in your head 24 - 7.
You will never get rid of me for I am
Always with you.
You've searched for me all of your life
And settled for something close.
Women envy me
And try to rival me,
But I just laugh at you all
For you know my words ring true .
I am what you always wanted.
I am what you will never have.
I am yours forever
Your invisible girl….


Caryn Suarez
11/23/01