In the darkness of my office I sit and ponder by the light of my computer screen I often wonder when will all be revealed shall it be 2012? Should I be on my knees into the Bible should I delve? My neck is cracking, my body tired, my shoulders heavy, lost heart's desire, where is my love, and where is my dream? where is my cell phone, I need some icecream. Undoing my bra, pulling the straps through my shirt, releasing my bondage, releasing my hurt. Sitting in my office all alone TV blaring, husband is snoring, and nobody caring, Feeling no older, knowing youth's gone, typing in the darkness while the band just plays on...