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I'm Not Here
by Jerry P. Bolton → (All Poetry by Jerry P. Bolton)
Friday, December 21, 2018    Rated "PG" by the Author.
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stand not near my tombstone
bearing false tears
for my headstone and piled up dirt
does not cover my bones
I am back among the riff-raff
of the mean streets I trod for so many years
no . . .
I am not where you look
I played the hard and fast game
of life, yes, yes I did
I play it still
so I’m not worth your tears
and sorrow
cast your eyes to the
lights of the nearest city
there I will be
not here in this quietude
where they hurled me
buried me
left me
so walk on by
I’m not here
in this place where goodness rest
don’t make a mockery
of the others resting here
leave . . . LEAVE! I say to you
that’s right go
uh . . . but please, before you go
would you
leave your precious flowers on the grave
to my left
I shan’t speak her sainted name
but she was the only person
that ever found  a smidgen of goodness within me
that’s  a blessing . . .-
the flowers for her
thank you . . . thank you very much

©December 20, 2018 / Jerry Pat Bolton

 

 


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 Reviews of "I'm Not Here"
Reviewed by Axilea MU
Reviewed on December 28, 2018
Unexpected ending, that somehow makes one reconsider the narrator. If she was able to see his qualities, then maybe there was "a smidgen of goodness" within him. Ironic and stimulating.

Reviewed by Michael Schafer
Reviewed on December 22, 2018
I agree with Jane on this write. My wishes are to be cremated and then have my ashes spread through Wal Mart. That way I know my wife will come visit me.

Reviewed by John Herlihy
Reviewed on December 22, 2018
What a fine tribute to the person who will be lying in the grave next to you. No, you will not be there.

Reviewed on December 21, 2018
Such a touching and haunting message. I hope you're not going anywhere soon!! That last line gives you away!! Ha!

Love ya!

Jane


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