i have come to this in my thought's and mind, i have keep your secrets smiled when i knew that was what you needed, i have held you whispered in your ears for comfort, and said what you wanted to hear, i miss you and i cry inside so that know one will know my secret, i know that your looking down on me know so i still smile, as i can not with hold these tear's that roll down my cheeks, one day i heard your word's and i saw you smile not knowing it would be your last, such gentle of thought's came from your mind, it's hard for me right know, days have creeped in, as a reminder of almost, it's coming to a year that you left me, and i can not crasp it, i'm crying as i write this, i loved you so, such a thought, these tears of mines are full of happiness, joy, sadness, undrstand, you, warmth and most of all love, i missing you, i have kept your secret's even know.