~ Of a Certain Age ~
When you are older
you know that life is an island
and to be old is like this
Perched alone
on the end of the land
knowing that forever
was as cold and uncaring
as this ocean
Eternity as dark and unknowable
as the swirling jade waves
Hot flashes were like warning lights
or beacons from lighthouses
reminding her
she was approaching
the end of her particular travels
that unavoidable dangers
loomed ahead
She should declare her talent now
while she still could
She was finally at peace
with herself as a woman
of a certain age, alone
© 2006
Carole Mathys
How well I understand.
But with aging comes experience and a modicum of wisdom.
I have a beautiful 1971 Volkswagen Super Beatle, fully restored to better-than-new. It gets babied attention from my mechanic-doctor. I use its rooftop luggage rack to haul around my bright red canoe to the many lakes nearby. What a joy. Still, I know it will not last forever. And neither will I. The difference is that, eventually, it will end up in a junkheap somewhere while I enjoy the rich reward of a football player reaching the endzone and scoring a big one, knowing that God has bigger plans for me later when my time on earth is over.
I believe that God has a plan for each of us. Life is a gift from God, and how can I judge his present until its fully unwrapped?
In the meantime, I've been blessed to have spent sixty years with the Love-of-my-life. Sometime, one of us will leave the other behind for awhile to be alone as a man or woman of a certain age.
But let me assure you that our senior years can be a treasure. I'm enjoying life now more than ever before. I wouldn't trade this time for anything in the world. And I wasn't born old. I had to earn it year by year. And at seventy-four, I'm not shy or embarrassed to express myself openly. That, in itself, is a gift.
I've read many of your postings, Carole, and I say without fear of contradiction that your work reflects a value and maturity and depth that were not always yours to share. You are a real talent! And now, being "of a certain age," you are most definitely coming into your own. This is your hour. And the best is yet to come!
Keep sharing with us, Carole. Your work is wonderful!
Love,
Richard
enjoyed this read of your thoughts.....Art Sun...
Regis
Aberjhani
This is an outstanding profound wtite full of wisdom
As for talent you had it before, now and till eternity
Peace be with you
Well Penned
Love & Peace
Light and Wisdom ...
Richard Lloyd Cederberg
Love,
CJ
Love Tinka
while she still could
Your poetry declares you are doing so.
Rusty
Your poem is outstanding; one that is terse, but gently written, and even, hopeful. Kudos! - Bill