Kalyn wrote

Pacing at night,
my mind somewhere else.
Thinking,
but not thinking.
Breathing,
but not breathing.
My thoughts far away,
an imaginary place.
Where emotions and people,
are deciding my fate.
They determine my feelings,
and thoughts about life.
Though mine aren't as bad as others,
I can't relate to anyone,
and it makes everything harder.
This makes me feel cold,
all alone.
With no one to talk to or reach for.
Im walking way by myself.
I want to be lost,
no one can find me.
Hide and seek is an escape.
As I want to hide and never be found.
I float away talking to my determiners.
Asking whats going to become of me,
what they want from me.
A million questions absorb me.
Who? What? When? Where? How?
my biggest thought is always why...?
These questions never revealed.
My mind wanting to get out of this state of mind...
...Where am I?...