The hard part in all of this is not falling in love.
The hard part in all of this is not letting down my
guard and finally trusting yet another exception.
The hard part in all of this is not trying to express
my appreciation for your existence,
or keeping up with your high-maintenance
show-me-you-love-me-by-holding-up-my-ego-with-your-words-your-encouragement
or-whatever-it-is-that-you-do-that-keeps-me-interested-until-the-next-girl-comes-along.
That’s not the hard part.
The hard part is forcing my heart to believe you’re not the one.
Nice to see you posted again,
Felix
Emotional and heart rending outpouring
Peter