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12-14-06_
HERES TRUE MEANING OF WHAT CHRISTMAS IS:
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A POEM FOR MY BELOVED AUNT IDA,TEARS...
Christmas Spirits They Thought And Then
They Did Not! Again,Christmas 2006.Again
It Does Not Inspire Too Many
To Make Things Happen! But,If Any
Christmas Passes Once Again!
It Always Has.Now Its 2006,andOnce Again
It Will Be Christmas-Only Another Day In
Life OfMany That Christmas Has Passed In
Now Has Life Really Changed?
Only Slightly If Any Re-arranged,
As Many Have Gone,Then There Are
Those Whom Will Be Going - By Far,
Never Known "True Spirit Of Christmas"!
TRASK On This Earth Day Nov 29' 1979...
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I MAILED Above Poem To My Aunt On Same
Day I Wrote It.Soon Thereafter She Came
Passed Over To The Other Side This_
LITTLE LADY Worked In Church Set Alter
Each Day,Helpen Nuns & Priests, Falter
She Even Bought *Shoes For 19 Little_
* CHURCH PAID HER PEANUT$...
CHILDREN (Grand) Her Daughter! Put Her
3 Sons Thru College, One Is Judge, Her
Other? & Tommy (Asshole) Drops Out Of_
MED SCHOOL Last Year Became DENTIST!
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{CORVETTE SIDE EXHAUST PRIEST HEARD ME COMEN}
I DROVE Her To Church In My 67 Corvette
Rowdy As Hell Pull Up To Church,You Bet
Priest Came Runnen Down Open Door For_
Her-She Limped Out Hobbled Around On An
Aluminum Cane-If Not She'd Walked Can
You Believe It 5 Miles To Church!
AMAZED YOUNG PRIEST RIGHTLY NAMED HER_
"LITTLE OLE LADY FROM(OHIO)PASADENA"...
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LAST SUMMER VISIT OHIO-I Showed Her One
Of My(96 Legal Courts Release Copies)One
Of Eyes Looked Up At Me -She Startled_
SEZ:So,TRASK You're Gonna Become Writer!
SHE Hugged Me More On 3 Vacations Than
My Momma Did In Lifetime!
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IN ENDING: You I Can Only Be So Nice To
Anybody That Deserves My "RESPECT" True
Majority Of You Readen This Poem_
WOULD THINK SHE'S *CRAZY FOR WASTEN HER
LIFE AWAY For CHURCH,COMMUNITY, Dismay,
She Just Could Not Be Kind Enough_
TO ANYBODY,SHE COULDN'T GIVE ENOUGH OF
HERSELF TO HELP OTHERS IN NEED! HOW OF
MY MISERABLE CHILDHOOD SHE KNEW OF_
LASTLY SAID TO ME: You're So Good,Kind
You Care,Even ThoYour Daddy Beats(Blind)
Around-WHY!? In Lieu Of Above-It Was_
500 Mile Trip To Ohio,There On Lake Erie
I Found Myself,I Listen To My Mind(Ere)
I Found Not Only Peace Of Mind! In That_
SILENCE OF WINDS-I FOUND (GOD)...
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BEING NICE NEVER GOT ME ANYWHERE,BEING
HONEST NOW GOT ME BANKRUPT - IF BEING
NICE TO ANYBODY GOT ME ANYWHERE TO THIS_
DAY I CRAWLED IN MY OWN BLOOD_
ME,TRASK I'LL BE NICE WHEN I SEE ALL
MILLIONS OF LITTLE CHILDREN FREED (FALL
ON YOUR KNEES HUMANITY WILL) FROM_
SATANS HOLY HELL-SIMPLY I WON'T BE ABLE
TO BE HUGGED ENOUGH FOR ETERNITY -ABLE
ENOUGH I FREED THERE LOST SOULS_
EVEN (GOD) KNOWS: I Want No Thing In
This Evil World But,MY HOME,NOBODY(Sin)
Bought Built It For Me Did Any Thing_
FOR ME But,"TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME",ROB Me
Of EVERYTHING I Own! For Even In My Be
Own JUDGEMENT Before (God) I Do Stand_
HE ASKS: One Question WHY!
I TRASK SIMPLY SAY:
...HEY,YOU OWE ME BIG TIME...
IF (GOD) Does Not RESPOND -Simply, ME
TRASK I Turn Walk Away My Children Be
Chasing After Me-I Leave,I GO IT ALONE_
...I DO NOT EVEN GIVE IT A THOUGHT...
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I START ALL OVER AGAIN! As For (God)
Even He Can Go To His Own Holy Hell,Sod
He (God) Created, i.e SATAN DEVIL_
(GOD) KNOWS THIS, He (God) Knew In My
Very Beginning I Would Do As I Had Vie
Set Out To Do With Or Without Him...
SO,DEAR PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE AUNT,UNCLE Or
Brother, Sister,Momma,Daddy,Friend More
So Who Cared For You-(God) Help You Now_
SURE AS HOLY HELL,YOU'D BETTER MAKE YOUR
AMENDS NOW-Fore TOMORROW I Promise,Sure
As(Your)Holy Hell IT May NeverCome Fore_
"IF YOU LOOK BACK YOU ARE F--KING DEAD"...
Never Commonplace Forever In Your Face...
ME,TRASK "POETIC PROPHET"c 2006 TRASK...
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BELIEVE ME,TRASK THERE IS NO LOVE LOST FOR ANYBODY...
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where you walked -- stumbled, fell, got up, stumbled, fell, got up --
was chased and caught. . .never forget, will we. . .and unlike my brother, did not have the courage to run away. You wrote to me
about missing children. I know the terror that comes with finding
a sibling gone. But we are here, aren't we! We are walking with our heads up and our spines straight. Holidays bring it all back. . .but as we have grown, we have added some good memories to help offset
the bad {no?} -- have m a d e them, and have been helped to make them sby angels such as your aunt and a wonderful woman who cared for
me for several years {and who took her own life after losing her daughter, a n d if there is a heaven, she is looking down now),
so we can take consolation. By reaching out to others -- children, especially, we can give hope. . .I am going on far too long, but
I just had to write and tell you that I admire you for sharing your
story and looking at things head-on a n d for giving credit where
credit is due. I hope you find solace in the beauties of nature and the fact that you have friends and supporters at the Den. Take care,
'Pea' <3 PS: Angels That Care has been involved in the effort to
help decrease domestic violence in all its forms and circulate information about missing children -- and adults -- for several years. As you know, there are other organizations that have been
working to do the same. Perhaps you belong to some of them? Might want to think about joining ATC. It is free, and there is an
active forum, etc. Peace, Love, and Hope. . .Here's to a better
New Year!!
Awwww just joking okay!!
Love Tinka
Seems everyone gets hardened as time passes. There is so much horror and dissimulation in this world. Your Aunt sounds like she was a wonderful woman who was strong in her faith. Your recount of her blessed me. I enjoyed the poem you wrote in 1979.
Your friend ...
Richard Lloyd Cederberg
What part of Ohio?
Elizabeth
Merry Christmas dearest Trask
Little Dove