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Childhood of Abuse
by C. Nichols → (All Poetry by C. Nichols)
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This was written when I was a teenager. I had a difficult dysfunctional and abusinve childhood, and this was my way of expressing my pain and confusion.

Passed from icy cold womb

 Into a colorless room

Breath started with a whck

Upon a bloddy ass

Hold my hand, do this, do that

Shoved here, shoved there

No, DON'T DO THAT

Smack, Bad! Bad!

Cries echo out of a choked throat

Frowning face swirl, swirl

Into conciousness,

My little head spins, spins

You claim godhood

Say you know right from wrong

Living so far from goodness

Suck, suck away my youth

Poison me with your sicknesses

Break me as you have been broken

Your darkness drains my soul

Yet leave me live to bear it

Wicked giants twisting me

Into their idea of perfection

I must contort, conform at any cost

This rotting thing you call truth

Decays, decays, flies swarm,

Around this tainted verity, dies..   

 

 


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 Reviews of "Childhood of Abuse"
Reviewed by Carin Spirit
Reviewed on November 19, 2008
This articulation of Abuse is the nail on the head. Thank you for sharing it. Warmth and Love to you. Be Well. Carin

Reviewed by Hanley Harding (Reader)
Reviewed on August 22, 2007
Dear C; Those kinds of childhood memories never do go away. I know mine didn't. So we must rise above them. I vowed my kids would never suffer the abuse I did. I spanked them, but never slapped them around or took out my anger upon them. They telephone me regularly; I visit them; they have even asked me to come live with them in my old age. The cycle stopped. I stopped it. (you may wish to read my poem "The Light at the End of the Tunnel") All the best to you and yours, Doc


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