Wanted JACK HAMMER
by D. Enise — Read all 64 poems by D. Enise
Hurt once again,
Another brick in the wall.
So quick to go up,
And so slowly, it falls...
Beams of steel,
Solid they hold,
Mortar and Brick,
Layer, upon layers.
Demolition,
goes ever so slowly,
As I tear one down
anothers constructed!
The part of myself
That I had liked most
My willing to trust
despite all the risks
As time goes on.
I have been finding,
I am not so quick,
In the department of "Trusting".
The essence of living.
Is in dreams and in hope
In trusting and loving
In the giving of self.
The part I liked best
My sense of wonder
And the child like heart,
I had been blessed with.
I do not know,
how to feel hate.
I have not been vengeful.
And can forgive a mistake
So then I wonder,
What's so buried inside,
That has me forever,
Building these walls.
As I continue my searching,
A new trade, I'll discover,
I am determined to learn,
And use a jack hammer!
Copyright ~2002
D.Enise
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In life, as we seek growing,
Sometimes it can seem,
we have gone "backwards".
Many times, I seem to need a "sledge hammer" kind of effect, in order to "see" some thing's..
So, in my lack of having learned to have much Patience" as of yet..
I decided, hmmmmmm why not try a Jack Hammer! *S*
And I pray I have the strength to tear down the walls, and that my heart,
Never grows Cold~
Friday, June 21, 2002
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Music~
"The Rose"
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You Had Strength In Beginning as in the End
my Friend why you not all will Overcome!
Thanks!
TRASK
josie
Sandie Angel :o) / May Lu $*_*$
This piece is so absorbing!!! I read it a few times, I was lost in it!!!! I feel this struggle daily, and I thank you so much for putting it into words!!!!! Absolutely Beautiful!!!!!
Hugs,
Maria
xoxoxoxo
yes I truly relate to this "personal struggle"..LOL..Time heals, just remmember and you are a searcher and searchers find..
Blessings and love, Jo
I am feeling a bit
sentimental today...
This choked me up inside.
Break down that wall...
Let your heart always
stay young...:)
Hugs,
Trixie