The Trick
by D. Enise — Read all 64 poems by D. Enise
Twirling around, twisting the thoughts
The place of emotions
When my mind swirls about.
Cascades of terror,
And then the self talk,
What is the matter?
I ask of myself!
What pain this can cause!
When heart begins doubt.
My heart starts aching,
Then anger provoked,
I did it again,
I tricked my own self!!
New mystery evolves
The newest conquest,
I'm safe all the while,
I keep telling myself.
Knowing full well
How the story begins
always pretending
No pain in the end.
I'm safe from heartache
I haven't yet given
Full trust to the dream
That promises freedom
I've only stepped out,
just for a peak,
Checking the waters
First for the sharks.
As time goes on,
The facade of my heart
Safe feeling of beginning
To one day find out,,
I did it again,
Tricked my own self
My heart wasn't safe
Was just in the dark!
You fool,
You fool,
How dare you believe
That one day would come
A chance to be free!
The turmoil begins,
As I knew deep inside,
That one day soon,
It indeed would arrive.
And in knowing that still
through my venture at risk,
The pain won't kill me,
That too.. is a trick.
copyright 2-11-2002
D.Enise
This is becoming an exhausting day..
This to a work in progress..
Learning can be so tiring at times!!
Monday, February 11, 2002
This is becoming an exhausting day..
This to a work in progress..
Learning can be so tireing at times!!
Victoria
You Only Let Yourself Be Tricked By Satan,i.e.
Deceived By His Thoughts...
Be Gone As I am Here___Let No Evil Enter My
(Soul) World,i.e. For Even The Horse (Photo) You're Hugging (Reassuring) Know's This As True...
The Pain Won't Kill You, But, The Stress (Satan)Exhaustion Will...
The Man Or Woman Whom Never Makes A Mistake
Tis, The Real (True) Fool....
TRASK
Blessings with light,
Lady Water Dove *~*~*~*
Great write...
Trixie