On one level, this does make me very sad, Eileen. Of late, I, too have been having almost "panic attacks" from the sense of "too little, too late" and a brooding sense of my own mortality. Yet, as you seem to intimate, however much or little time we were to have 'twould be ever thus. The journey is so much more important than the arrival at the end of the day; we are restless spirits and it's ALL in the anticipation, I think. Once we get to where we want to be, inevitably we wanna be some place else! Perhaps contentment comes with this acceptance - and the knowledge that, ultimately, we shall one day be "home" - whether that be an actual location or a state of being. Honest and moving - and very relateable! We always see the universe in your grains of sands and eternity in an hour in your ever-youthful words. xx
Eileen, Life does go by so fast, Like a flash! Just yesterday I was a kid and now I have a teen in highschool. I think we all yearn for something more and yes longing is better than nothing. When we stop longing we stop living... Honest truth in your words that I can relate to very well, Very touching! Take care,~Chessly
Eileen, regardless of how hard we endeavor to make life a philosophical experience, it never was meant to be. It is a spiritual journey in our frail human bodies. Our flesh aches, yearns and withers. Our soul marches on to the harmony of divine providence. I bid you joy, peace and love my dear friend. Jon Michael
Everyone hears this, Eileen,
you speak for all the honest truth,
the reality that bites but can be faced
bravely as you face it in that uplifting last phrase.
I agree completely with You, Eileen. I too sit hear and wonder what would be if I took a different step. Excellent thought provoking write!!
God Bless You
Tony
Plans are made to be broken and it is no crime to leave some unfulfilled. Time is finite and no one can do it all. The key is to enjoy what you do. Patrick
Such a moving reflection!
You have humility and a heart of gold, which in and of itself is an incredible accomplishment :)
Blessings,
Christine
Reviewed by Chantilly Lace (Reader)
Reviewed on March 24, 2011
Just breathe sweet lady..much to think about here...I love you sweet lady..your wonderful and your heart is so beautiful just like you..... sighhh..Hugssss
Love Always,
Chanti Lace xoxoox
Eileen, I sometimes wonder if we confuse 'regrets' with 'retrospect'...I think back to some of my massive screw-ups; too numerous to list here, but with better planning, clearer thinking and lots of common sense I could have achieved better results. Regrets? Very few, but in retrospect I am better experienced should the opportunity come for me to do that same thing again...You have written something we all think about, nicely done.
Hey, sis, as long as you are NOT gone, thats all that matters...Jerseeeeeey
Reviewed by Jerry Bolton (Reader)
Reviewed on March 24, 2011
Ah, we all more or less have those thoughts when we start creeping into the last days. I've spent much of my time writing similar posts. It goes with the territory. I personally don't like the setup, this birthing and dying, and we really don't give it that much thought until we . . . er . . . start looking around and seeing much, much more than we really wanted to see.
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Ron
you speak for all the honest truth,
the reality that bites but can be faced
bravely as you face it in that uplifting last phrase.
John
Well done, again. You used your time well. -gene.
God Bless You
Tony
May each new day bring surprises- worth waiting for.
John
You have humility and a heart of gold, which in and of itself is an incredible accomplishment :)
Blessings,
Christine
Love Always,
Chanti Lace xoxoox
(((HUGS))) As always, your friend in Texas, Karen Lynn. :(
George
Much peace, love and light,
Amber
Regis
Cheers,
Dan