for once in my life
may ni write
late at night
or early in the morming
without mourning

may my sky be blue
without being blue

may the sky be gray
and i get to say
ok


may the clouds come around
without there being a sound sound

for once
may i enjoy
life's colors
may i choose life's
door's
#1
#2
#3
or door # 4

for once
maybe a door
a never walked thru
before


i know i've done it all before

but may i choose door #4

i've tried & did with 1, 2 & 3
bt can you see
Four
is where i have never been before

from 1 i learned about #2
from 2 i earned 3.

but if all that's left is 4
then open that door.

because
no doors are closed
without the cause
of not beginning opend

4 each i loved b4
i luvedu
bit1-2-3-
what is behind #4

4 1'nce in my life
i'll live
i'll die
pretty shore
it's the last door
#4


my poetry is written
texas style
also
with memoriesssssssssssss
histories
by gones
by days
sad ways
to say
door #4
still lays
or lies
'tween
u & i's