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Here I go
by Lavendar Jazz → (All Poetry by Lavendar Jazz)
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A glimpse into the turmoils of Bipolar Depression and what some people may feel while in its Depression Stage.

 

                                                 Here I go
                      
Here I go
again
tryin’ to perpetuate
hate
when all I necessitate
is love
 
mood-swings
gettin’ me down
keep it up
I’ll be
only thing aroun’
 
Here I go
with the same ol’ game
making others feel
bad
just because
I’m sad
 
Triggers goin’ off
don’t know why
got that same ol’
feeling
just want to die
 
planting a garden
hoping flowers will grow
but the seeds
in my head
keep wishing
me dead
 
Take these pills
it will stop the pain
wake up
next day
do it again
 
Here I go
caught in the wind
hoping and praying
my cycles will end…
 
© Janice Blocker 2008
 
 

 

 


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 Reviews of "Here I go"
Reviewed by Bernice Angoh
Reviewed on March 25, 2008
Very sad situation, all these chemical imbalances. I empathize...

Reviewed by Mary Patterson
Reviewed on March 24, 2008
A meaningful sharing ! It shard to go through all that! I hope there is medication that can help stabilize you. I worked in mental health for many years and have seen the ups and downs of many. Hang in there.........M

Reviewed by Michelle Mead
Reviewed on March 21, 2008
You have really written an insightful poem for people who may have someone they love with a similiar issue and unable to understand where their loved one is coming from, and that is such a powerful thing-great work.

Reviewed by Karen Palumbo
Reviewed on March 21, 2008
A vicious cycle that I am sure is difficult to deal with. You bring out so much in this heartwrenching piece of inner turmoil. I pray one day a more manageable cure will be found....

Be always safe,
Karen

Reviewed by Gerard Gauthier (Reader)
Reviewed on March 20, 2008
hang in there Jazz...Gerard


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