The Mask
I wear the mask
that hides the true self
the person that’s afraid to cry
afraid to dream for failures sake
fearful to be who I am… or even try
I wear the mask
to prevent the agony of seeing my
face in all the mirrors
watching the age of time appear before my eyes
looking within and truly feeling
the pain my heart cries.
I wear a mask
that changes with every mood
I laugh sometimes to hide the truth
I cry in my sleep to hide the shame
I lie to myself to hide the blame
how long...before I forget my name.
I wear the mask…
© 2006 Lavendar Jazz
Sometimes I feel it is the only thing that protects me.
Cryssa
Outstanding surreal impressionistic ontologic symbolistic composition in poetic excellence.
In respect and admiration,
Andre Emmanuel Bendavi ben-YEHU
There's such thing as appropriate behavior and inappropriate behavior, I can't see myself traveling the inappropriate direction, many times I laugh when actually I should go on and just curse a fool out. My wife always tell me, "you think everthings funny." My reply is no but considering the alternative I think I'll try to joke and laugh my way from reacting crazy like I should. Then she'll push me and say, "I know you're really mad, you're just covering it up."
Call me the great pretender, or the mask man or whatever. Being able to act any other way than stupid or mean has saved my bacon for years.
I'd love to act mean on some fools but I stick to my guns, or there might be guns. Real guns shooting. Love is one of my mask, knowing I'd love to slap the crap out of a stupid friend or family member. One of my no working stupid nephews threatened to put his nine milimeter on my big gorilla azz. Oh he'd need it, I'm a older man but I can still kick azz. So the big gorilla reduces to a chimp because it's better for my survival. But I always know King Kong is there if I have to release him. Great down the earth poetry dear poetess.
I do too...sometimes...
Mostly I let it all out there though.
I think it is imperitive to be our truest selves, to live by anothers standards or fear they will reject....go on I say.
I am sometimes to open, but that is who I am.
Some reservations are good though.
I liked your poem LJ, makes me remember when I used to do this back in my younger days of finding my self acceptance & deservances & values & worth.
Have A Mask Free Day My Friend! Your Worthy!!!
Open The Gates & Flood The Person Who Put That Mask There.
Curse Them Out. ;)
Love & Blessings To You
Always
Vickie
Embrace Yourself…
Embraced ~ Embrassé
Christine
Regis
Blessings from Ky.
Joyce B.
Be always safe,
Karen
(((HUGS))) and love, karla.